I'm in the process of losing weight. I need to lose about 50-60 pounds. I quit eating junk food. I walk and jog with the wife at the local high school track. We are like the sitcom couples. She's good looking and I'm fat and goofy. Getting yourself in the physical shape you want is a step in the right direction. I know that I feel better about myself when I am in good physical condition.

Getting into a relationship is not the way to fix yourself. I did in-patient and out-patient treatment for drug addiction. I did private therapy and group therapy. The therapy helped me with the problems that led me to the drugs and alcohol when I was a teen and kept me doing that stuff for all the years of my active addiction. I had some of the same issues that you currently do. The problems of young adults really have not changed that much since I was a teen. I'm not saying that you will turn into an addict. The point of my drawn out story is that maybe you need to talk to a professional about what is going on with you. Maybe not. Can't hurt to find out. Jobs, food, sex and whatever else can be just another fix unless you learn how do deal with them. You need to get your head and heart straight so you can deal with what is going on in your life.

What I have learned and I believe to be a fact is. When you take care of yourself and learn to live a healthy and productive life. Things will fall into place for you. You will learn how to deal with the bumps in the road in a positive manner.

I thought about applying sat or sunday the kmart job would probably be night shift restocking shelves. I was told they have a sign in window saying immediate opening for night shift. Btw so far for exercise the first night i did have of p90x interval x then 2nd night did 2nd half 3rd night i did a little bit of bicep curls. But already I am ready to quit before I even applied but who knows.

I've been doing jillian michael's 30 day shred.. which has been good because it's sustainable for me to do. That's the key for the work outs.. is finding something that you can and enjoy doing consistently. Although p90x should certainly get you results.

I've been dealing with some anxiety lately, what has been helping me a lot is working out. It gives me grounding and frees up my mind from worrying about things I shouldn't worry about